Ma Life Down Under...
bloggie bloggie bloggie...
haiz...things r goin the same i reckon....
hmmm i so sick of the mixed feelings im havin...
sometimes i wish tat i dun hav any emotions...
so tat i dun hav to feel sad, feel unloved, feel complicated...
i jus wanna leave everything bhind but mmrs r jus too painful...
Forbidden to Rememba, Terrified to Forget...
I dun wanna recap those times...neither do i wan to forget...
Yes u made a big impact....made me happy
Made me belive u were goin to be ther for me...
Feel like becomin Emo...i dunno wad to do....
Too little time..Too much probs...
Its always in my head...cant get it out...
What if i say i need u baby?
would u try to save me?
...........................................
What if i say i loved u?
would you be the one to run to?
Im very vulnerable in tis area i reckon....
LOVE..im easily fooled by it...
Whoeva shows it to me, i will show it to them double the amt....
Wen i noe the truth, they have no idea how hurt i m...
Wen i put u near my heart...i'll keep u ther foreva
Not necessary to be my partner....it could be fwens...
Pls...wen i say ur close to me...i really mean it...
I wan truthful ppl...Not pretenders
Well things in sch is more hectic i guess....
Olevels is arnd de corner...
im so nt ready for it...
too much i my head to handle...
hope i jus dun lose it....
Tina needs to get a grip of herself...
hmmm abt ma health...im touch many r concern...
Jus wanna say im gona b ok...
I need to put probs aside seriously n enjoy life...
too short to waste it away....need time to overcome it...
Time Heals
Its soooo true...
thanx everyone for bein here for me....
oooo ya finally afta so long...
Tokin to ma little retarded gay pig is such a relief..
Haha i was worried sick abt u...Hmmm Missed u dearly(:
A day is not completed without ur call...
hmmm well i reckon tats it folks...
Wanna say bye to the hectic life n pretenders(:
byeeeeee(:
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